Father's day was yesterday, a much "easier" day for me then Mother's Day. We all got together at my dad's house and got take out and enjoyed each other's company. We also found out that my sister and husband were deciding to move, or looking to move. Looking at houses to move to. Right now I'm spoiled, my sister lives a mile from me, if that and now she will be livng maybe 15 minutes, but not as close. I am sad. I don't even know what else to say about it. I feel like we were tricked in to buying the house we did because her husband (our realtor) wanted us close to them. So I feel like I'm being left behind. Which is a fucked up feeling to have. Because where they are going isn't that far, and it makes me think, what the f am I doing in this town I never really wanted to be in. It's hard.
This whole infertility nonsense bullshit has just wrecked havoc upon our lives and it makes me sick. I don't think my insides can get pregnant. I don't belive it.
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