Yesterday was just a terrible day of anticipation. I had the worst stress diarrhea of my life, it was awful. I couldn't believe it. I am also it's a tell tale sign of my period coming. Awesome. My nausea and stress feeling didn't go away until after I was punctured for the blood test.
I am leaving 1/2 a day today to head to the eye doctor and then will wait until my cell phone rings and to hear the poor nurse have to deliever bad news on the phone. God they must hate that job!
I am not sure what is next for us. Definitely taking the summer off, but I need to know why. Maybe I will find another RE to work with, even though I am supposedly dealing with the best in the state. But if they are so good, why can't they knock me up. What is wrong with my insides where nothing seems to be working?
I just don't know. I am definitely past the breaking point though and know right now I can't handle it.
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