I'm kinda shock how almost energized I feel. It's a weird feeling. I mean I'm ok with it, I like not being dragged down with the thought of having to give myself nightly shots of meds. It's a relief I feel, I think. It's nice.
The best part about how I feel is that I have not been thinking about any possibility of being pregnant during this 2ww. Which is nice. I'm not over analyzing every twinge or cramp like I would if things were done the old fashion way. I am trying to be more optimistic about it all. I have positive thoughts and really want this to work. Badly. Wouldn't it be great if a long with a great egg count I get lucky enough to get pregnant the first try.
I did wake up this a.m. with the worst cramp I ever had in my life and wasn't sure if I had to puke or poop! It was awful and I'm sorry if tha was awful, but luckily it passed without having to do either. It scared me, but I'm definitely glad it pass.
I have had a weird sore throat the past couple days, since retrieval. It is most annoying at night and I feel really bad for N, the coughing drives him bonkers. I'm hoping in a few days it'll be gone.
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