Feeling defeated today. I have a cold too and that makes me feel even more deflated then I already am. I saw my dad yesterday after work, he wanted to check up on me. Cried, again. I just want this to be done and over with. I’m scared. I’m panicked. I’m a mess.
Have I mentioned how much I hate Facebook. The only reason I’m one it is so I can keep in touch with family, but everything else about is so obnoxious and narcissistic, like a giant brag book for the world to see. I hate it. I log on this a.m. to see a pic of my sister’s BIL and wife, it’s their wedding anniversary. And they are pregnant, again. It rips my heart. I can’t handle this. I can’t handle never knowing if I’ll ever have kids.
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